Winter Blues

As winter is approaching I’ve started to notice that I’ve been more depressed lately. I’m sure some of this has to do with the weather but I think for the most part is also has to do with the fact that I’m still single for yet another year. I know some of you that know me might say “Yeah you’re single but you still have an active sex life”, but for me that’s not really what I want. Yeas I’m a guy and I have needs and I sometimes give in to those needs but I also want something more. I want to be able to snuggle up with someone in bed and just not care about what’s going on in the outside world, to be able to sit on the couch cuddling watching a movie and laughing into each other arms. I’m sure there are tons of guys out there that know what I mean.

It seems as though I’m the last of my single friends or at least the last one that don’t have offers. This brings me to the decision to just give up searching all together. I know most of you will agree that you can only find that special someone when you’re not looking for them. This video I found really explains the way I feel at this moment in my life.

Are the Morman trying to recruit

I'm wondering if the Morman Church are trying to get gay guys to join them. Check out this calendar shoot (of Morman guys) and let me know what you think. I have to be honest the guys are very attractive looking. But with a team of make up artist, hair stylist and others who won't look good.

Patti LaBelle let's a fan have it

This video has been going around the internet showing out beloved Pattie LaBelle (or maybe she's just beloved by a few) going off on a fan. Now in my opinion I think she took it a bit to far. True the fan was not right in what he said however I think she should have been the "professional" and handled it in a different way.

I'll like to get your opinion on what you think about this. Please take the poll on the right of this screen.

EDIT: It appears as though Patti LaBelle's management did not like the fact that their "Diva" had this video of her surfing the internet. YouTube has pulled it from their play list.

New Video By Jennifer Lopez

Hello everyone this is the new video release from Jennifer Lopez called "Do It Well". I must say it's a very interesting video to say the least. I'm glad she back and doing her thing.

Male Hottie Chris Rockway

Male Hottie of the Day
Chris Rockway

Gym Progress

OK, everyone as most of you know I have been in the process of working out hard at the gym. I've decided to try and post picture's of my progress and this is the first edition of that. This might become a monthly thing. Please let me know what you think.

Brokeback Inspired Clips

Reliving my past

Have you ever just relaxed at home thinking of the days that have gone past. How the simplest things of yesteryear use to make you feel good. I want to take you back to some of the things that use to kept me entertained.

Nemesis- Number 1 in Heaven

I really love this song. It has such a catchy beat. Oh and I've met these guys in person when they made a apperance at "Spin" night club in Chicago and they are really nice. Check out their CD I'm sure you will enjoy it as well.

Six Feet Under Obituary

For those of you that have not had the chance to read them I thought I would post them here.



Ruth O'Connor Fisher
Ruth Fisher was born in Pasadena in 1946 and died at Good Samaritan Hospital of Glendale on Wednesday. She graduated from Pasadena High School in 1963 and stayed home to raise three children before opening the Four Paws Pet Retreat in Topanga Canyon twenty years ago.

She is survived by her loving companion George Sibley, her sister Sarah O'Connor, her son David Fisher of Los Angeles and her daughter Claire Fisher of New York City. Ruth will also be missed by her four cherished grandchildren - Maya Fisher, Willa Chenowith, and Anthony and Durrell Charles-Fisher.

Viewing will be held on Saturday, March 15th at 2 p.m. at Fisher & Sons Funeral Home at 2302 W. 25th Street in Los Angeles. Private burial to follow.

Keith Dwayne Charles
Keith Charles, founder of Charles Security Company, was born in 1968 in San Diego. He died suddenly at work on Tuesday morning.

Keith attended West Point Military Academy, graduating with a degree in Criminology in 1989. He served the city of Los Angeles as a member of the LAPD for nine years before joining the security industry. He leaves behind his devoted husband David Fisher and loving sons Durrell and Anthony Charles-Fisher, his grandson Matthew, his sister Karla Charles and his niece Taylor Benoit of Carlsbad. Keith is pre-deceased by his parents Roderick and Lucille Charles of San Diego. Memorial service will be held on Sunday, February 18th at 2 p.m. at Fisher & Sons Funeral Home at 2302 W. 25th Street in Los Angeles.

David James Fisher
Born January 20, 1969. Died at the age of 75 in Echo Park. He was proud owner and operator of Fisher & Sons Funeral Home of Los Angeles for over forty years. After retiring in 2034, he went on to perform in dozens of local theater productions, including Weill and Brecht's "Threepenny Opera," Rossini's "The Barber of Seville," and as Ebenezer Scrooge in Dickens' "A Christmas Carol." David leaves behind his partner Raoul Martinez, his beloved sons Durrell and Anthony Charles-Fisher, his sister Claire Fisher and his three precious grandchildren Matthew, Keith, and Katie. In lieu of flowers, donations can be made to the Southern California Opera Association

Hector Federico Diaz
Died at the age of 75 while vacationing with his wife in Puerto Rico. Federico graduated from Cyprus College in 1997 with a degree in Mortuary Science. He worked as a restorative artist for several years before becoming part owner of Fisher & Diaz Funeral Home on 25th Street. In 2005, Federico opened the Diaz Family Mortuary on DeLongpre Avenue in Hollywood, where he served the community for 35 years before retiring.

Pre-deceased by his parents Mauricio and Lilia Diaz of Los Angeles. He was married to his beloved wife Vanessa for 54 years and leaves behind his cherished sons Julio and Augusto and his three grandchildren: Emily, Celestina and Vincent.

Memorial service will be held at Diaz Family Mortuary on Saturday, February 16th at 11:00 a.m. Funeral mass will be held at 9:30 a.m. the following day at St. Paul's Catholic Church in Atwater Village.

Brenda Chenowith
Brenda Chenowith was born July 19, 1969 and died at the age of 82 at home. She earned her Masters Degree in Social Work at California State University of Los Angeles and a PhD in Theories of Human Behavior at University of Southern California.

Brenda wrote several books about the role of the gifted child in family development. She is considered to be one of the most distinguished scholars in that field of study, adding several courses to the Social Work curriculum at USC. She developed research methodologies to conclusively prove the link between deviant human behavior and fetal alcohol exposure. As a child, Brenda was the subject of the book "Charlotte Light and Dark" by Gareth Feinberg, PhD.

Brenda will be dearly missed by her beloved children Maya Fisher, Willa Chenowith, and Forrest Nathanson, her loving husband Daniel Nathanson, and her brother William Chenowith of Malibu. Private services will be held Wednesday March 9th at Deep Creek Nature Preserve. In lieu of flowers, donations may be made to a charity of your choice.

Claire Simone Fisher
1983 - 2085
Born March 13, 1983. Died February 11, 2085 in Manhattan. Claire grew up in Los Angeles and studied art at LAC-Arts College. She worked as an advertising and fashion photographer and photojournalist for nearly fifty years, creating several memorable covers for Washington Post magazine, W, and The Face. Claire often exhibited her work in New York and London art galleries and in a time when nearly everyone else in her field had turned to digital scanning and computer-driven imaging, she continued to use a silver-based photographic process. Claire began teaching photography as a faculty member at New York University's Tisch School of the Arts in 2018, earning tenure in 2028. She's pre-deceased by her beloved husband Ted Fairwell.

The following is a clip of the upcoming Batman movie being filmed in Chicago. It was a old candy factory they converted to a hospital to blow up. Keep watching towards the end to see the final explosion.

Batman Begins Sequel Stunt

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What does our dreams mean

Well I know that I usually don't post things about my dream but this one was so weird I had to get other people opinion on what you might think it mean.

I was heading to a store and as I was walking through the parking lot there was a huge dog just staring at me as I got out of my car. As we made eye contact he started to chase me so I started to run towards the stores. As I reached the door and closed it behind me I felt a bit safe but some how the dog managed to get into the store. He chased me around the store until I ran out and headed towards a McDonalds. The weird part that I notice is that the dog was not bothering anyone else in fact everyone else seemed to be oblivious to the presence of the dog. As I ran into a McDonalds to avoid the dog I tried to convince the people in the store that I was being chased by a dog but no one would belive me.

By this time the dog had managed to get into the McDonalds and chased me into the bathroom. As I was trapped in the unisex bathroom I noticed the door knob started to turn. I felt my heart start to pound as I knew there was no place for me to run to and escape what I felt was the dog coming to attack me. When the door finally opened it turned out to be a attractive guy with AMAZING hazel/green eyes. He just looked at me and smiled which made me relax a bit. As I looked into his eyes however it dawned on me that HE WAS the dog that had chased me into the bathroom. After I realized that I woke up from my dream.

OK... I know that was a weird dream but I was just wondering what others might thing it means. Oh and I'll post more about what happened this weekend. The only thing I can say is Spin will never be the same again thanks to some very intersting people that I met there but more on that later.

Wicked showdown

Now I must admit that I've never seen the play Wicked but from all the buzz it has been getting in the last few years I have become addicted to the song Defying Gravity. I've head it as it was performed by Idina Menzel (who is married to a hottie Taye Diggs). But I must admit that even though she has a good voice it does crack at the end in all of the video post that I've seen of her performing this song (still a great performance however). But as I was searching through YouTube I happened to come upon another performance of this song performed by Shoshana Bean. I must admit when I heard her sing the song it sent sort of a warm feeling through my body. I wish I could combine the two performance. I'll have Idina do the acting part and Shoshana do the sing then it would be perfect. But I'll like to get you opinion on which actress you like the best. So for your pleasure today I've posted the two best versions of them both performing Defying Gravity.

Idina Menzel




Shoshana Bean